Story of a Girl

And while she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her… when she smiles

I have a song stuck in my head. It came on the radio right after my sweety called me! Yes, he made it through Preranger School. And he’s sick… he sounds horrible. I wish I was with him so I can make him feel better (and not just with sex… yes, I know exactly what’s going through some of your minds. I’m telepathic you know.) Of course, you know what this means? He will now go to real ranger school in roughly ten days.

That means, I will have no communication with him for two months. A year ago, I would of been going into a panic at the thought of not being able to talk to him for that amount of time. But I’ve grown… and hardened some. I must be crazy though at the fact I feel so calm. Of course, that hasn’t stopped me from whining to him on the phone about it.

I truly would not be a real girlfriend if I didn’t whine a little bit ;P.

I had another site on DX that was a collection of the letters I wrote to him, while he was at bootcamp. It was called Letters to Joe. I’m going to start it again. Only it’ll be filled with letters that I cannot mail to him since he will not be able to have communication with the outside world. Maybe that’s why I feel so calm…

When he comes back, he’ll be able to read them and I think that’ll make him feel ackward and at the same time all filled with grins. What more can a girlfriend in love do?