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This last week has been an up and down rollercoaster. Let’s see if I can summarize it in a few steps:
1. My rat, Sparkz, died thursday afternoon. This has pretty much killed my desire to be a living individual for the last 5 days.
2. I cannot get a hold of Joe and I’m starting to feel paranoid because of that. No, he’s not in Ranger School at the moment. A story for another time.
3. It’s hotter than hell here or what I would imagine Hell to be like if I believed in it. This is also what caused my rat to die, contrary to plausible arguments my mother has presented to me. You see, there’s no AC units in these places, but I had finally convinced this set of parents of the need. Considering, I cannot sleep in a room that feels like a baking oven. Unfortunately, Sparkz didn’t last long enough for that.
4. I’m sick. Coughing crud that won’t come up and tried to stop my breathing this morning. It royally sucks.
5. I’m going to hurt my step sister because of her youth and her detached way of ignoring my instructions when it comes to the window. I also am currenly blaming her for Sparkz death because she hadn’t closed the freaking window during the evening WHEN IT IS COOLEST DURING THE DAY, she would probably be romping around in the new cage I had just boughten her the day before she passed on.
So, I’ve mostly been sleeping, depressed, oh and I did I mention it was that time of the month?
Seeing as I’m starting to come out of my stupor, got my computer running again, and have internet connection on it, I should be around more now…
Hope things are well for everyone.
Oh sweetie, it sounds like hell for you. I’m so sorry about Sparkz. I know she meant a lot to you.
Try to be patient with your step-sister. I’m sure she didn’t mean to cause all the hurt she has. Staying with your mom is just going to take some adjusting on everyone’s part. Give it a little bit of time.
I’m sure Joe’s got a logical explaination for where he is and why you can’t get a hold of him. Keep us all posted.
*extra hugs cuz you need it*
June 20th, 2006 at 6:33 pmI am sorry you are going through all this. Basically I second everything Faythe says. I hope you are able to cough up that crud and it doesn’t get worse.
June 20th, 2006 at 7:42 pmOh no. Not the little one. =(
Take care of your cold/sinus infection.
June 21st, 2006 at 3:40 amI’m sorry about Sparkz. I hope you feel better soon. *big hugs*
June 21st, 2006 at 5:16 pmFaythe - I have been pretty patient with her. The problem is her and her brother are both spoiled rotten. They are my step father’s children from his previous marriage and they come to visit during the summer. Though, they are going home tomorrow. The problem is that they view their father as an expensive vacation and take advantage of him. My mother’s husband is actually one of the sweetest guys in the world. He’ll bend over backwards for just about anyone if they need help.
I’ve only had to yell at her once and that was after Sparkz had died. Other than that, we typically get along alright.
Thao - It’s almost gone. Just a small cough now. I love Vicks :D
Karnov - I was pretty upset. The fact that I can’t get a hold of Joe after leaving him sobbing messages only makes it worse.
Star - Thanks girl *hugs back* It gets easier as the days go by.
June 23rd, 2006 at 12:50 pmAh man, you sound bummed! I am sorry about your pet! Sounds like things have been pretty crappy for you. Hot in Alaska? Wow! What are your next steps? You’ve graduated from college right? Did any of those jobs fall through? I hope you are well! Sincerely,
June 27th, 2006 at 10:01 am