Dream Silently

…and all I loved, I loved alone.

August 14, 2006

Slow

Today has been really slow. And so far, today has also been good.

Last week, I almost had an outing with KE who is the “lab manager.” He was micro managing me when I am not under his management. We had a brief talk and things have improved since then.

Last week, though, reminded me that I need to not be stubborn and ignore or just do something. I have to speak up. I am not good about doing that. The fact that I’m a new employee makes me feel a bit disadvantaged. Especially if something ever came down to a he said she said match.

However, and I find this amusing, I am not the only one that finds KE hard to work with. I know of at least three people planning to quit. And all of them have voiced harsh opinions of him.

So far, I’ve been good about not bitching openly about this. I’ve been the observer/listener type. The safe role that I’ve always followed when in a new environment.

This weekend was a blast. I went to this thing that G was having: a premiere jewelry party. Basically, think of it like a Tupperware get together, only with jewelry. It was pretty cool. Except, I could make over half of the things there. But I did learn how people do some of those cool scarf things. I don’t know if it’s really handy knowledge, seeing as it’s impracticle for me to where a dressy scarf, but, eh… when did a bit of trivial knowledge ever hurt someone?

Sunday found me at a “mini” company picnic. I went tubing for the very first time. I hurt today, but it was ssooo much fun. I would do it again. It was also nice to be with work people and not have to discuss work.

One of the positive things I would say about working in this office is that I’m with a group that’s around my own age. I’m not the youngest, but I’m not the oldest either. We have alot of different things in common. Me and S have been bonding alot too. It’s nice to have another female friend.

This morning, though, I nearly died. This company not only works hard, they play hard. To know that’s true, you would have to go back to the lab fridge and open it. You would think we were a bunch of lushes.

I don’t know how much beer is in there, but if it was just me, it would last a lifetime.

*shakes head*

Anyways, I probably should go find something to do… though, I think I’m suppose to be manning the front and the phones. Only me an S are here currently. Fun fun! Time to go grab one of those beers.

August 12, 2006

OK Go

Freaking rocks. What I want to know is how many out takes this took. T showed it to me yesterday and I decided it was a must share.

OK Go Treadmill Dance

More later…

August 10, 2006

I’m an 8

What are you? Busy, busy, tired, tired. Something simple for today.

Once you have discovered your Birth Number, Put your “number” in the “Subject” and pass it on! Have fun!

Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit.

A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight.

Example: March 20, 1950
3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973

1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20

2 + 0 = 2

Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 2 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example.

#1 THE ORIGINATOR

#2 THE PEACEMAKER

#3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY

#4 THE CONSERVATIVE

#5 THE NONCONFORMIST

#6 THE ROMANTIC

#7 THE INTELLECTUAL

#8 THE BIG SHOT

#9 THE PERFORMER

#1 - THE ORIGINATOR - 1’s are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them labeled as being stubborn and arrogant. 1’s are extremely honest and dwell to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses, as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitely helpful for them. Lesson to learn: Others’ ideas might be just as good or better and to stay open minded. {Famous 1’s - Tom Hanks, Ro bert Redford, Hulk Hogan, Carol Burnett, Wynona Judd, Nancy Reagan, Raquel Welch.}

#2 - THE PEACEMAKER - 2’s are the born diplomats. They are aware of others’ needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don’t like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they’d rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy, they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off. {Famous 2’s - President Bill Clinton, Madonna, Whoopie Goldberg, Thomas Edison, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.}

#3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY - 3’s are idealists. They are very creative, social, charming, romantic, and easy going. They start many things, but don’t always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to gr eat lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic. They should learn to see the world from a more realistic point of view. {Famous 3’s - Alan Alda, Ann Landers, Bill Cosby, Melanie Griffith, Salvador Dali, Jodi Foster}

#4 - THE CONSERVATIVE - 4’s are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves. {Famous 4’s - Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina Turner, Paul Hogan, Oprah Winfrey}

#5 - THE NONCONFORMIST - 5’s are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking, and enthusiasm often land them in hot water. They need diversity, and don’t like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation. The questions never stop. They are well advised to look before they take action and make sure they have all the facts before jumping to conclusions. {Famous 5’s - Abraham Lincoln, Charlotte Bronte, Jessica Walter, Vincent Van Gogh, Bette Midler, Helen Keller and Mark Hail.}

#6 - THE ROMANTIC - 6’s are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6’s should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot. {Famous 6’s - Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn}

#7 - THE INTELLECTUAL - 7’s are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don’t sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don’t like to be questioned themselves. They’re never off to a fast start, and their motto is “slow and steady wins the race.” They come across as philosophers and being very knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable and what is not in the world at large. {Famous 7’s - William Shakespeare, Lucille Ball, Michael Jackson, Joan Baez, Princess Diana, Vince Ricciardi}

#8 - THE BIG SHOT - 8’s are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grand plans and like to live the good life. They take charge of people. They view people objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss. They should learn to base their decisions on their own needs rather than on what others want. {Famous 8’s - Edgar Cayce, Barbra Streisand, George Harrison, Jane Fonda, Pablo Picasso, Aretha Franklin, Nostradamus}

#9 - THE PERFORMER - 9’s are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm, they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful, they need to build a loving foundation. (Famous 9’s - Albert Schweitzer, Shirley Mac Laine, Harrison Ford, Jimmy Carter, Elvis Presley}

August 7, 2006

Personal Reminder

The frustration you feel today will be happiness tomorrow.

August 4, 2006

Burned Out

And friday’s not even over yet.

I’m taking a break from doing labwork. We just got back from going out to lunch practically. I really want a nap.

I have so much to learn. It’s a little overwhelming, but I’m definitely up to the challange. When haven’t I bitten more off than I could chew and survived just fine?

I really want my internet at home. 5 days. Just 5 more days. I’m itching to work on designs. And I’ve got alot more things pulled together for Shadowed Beauty.

Monday and Tuesday found me out at a mine site. An evaporation pond is going in to trap water coming from a Tailing’s Dam. I promise, I will try to define terms more when I have more time :P.

I learned how to run two different tests. One’s pretty simple, the other is a pain in the ass. The first checks for material compaction, the other checks for permeability. Wednesday and Thursday found me sitting through training. I had to take a safety course through MSHA (google it :D) so that I can go onto mine sites by myself. It’s alot to digest. Most of it’s commonsense.

Don’t walk by a moving machinery. You could get smashed. MSHA, if you find their website, has some pretty wicked pictures of dumb asses. Yes. They clearly are dumb asses if they walk near a machine that weighs a good 24,000 tons.

The end of thursday and now today has found me covered in dirt and smiling like a chimpanzee. I love lab work. Seriously. It’s messy, I get to play in the mud, and I don’t have to look pretty doing it. Though, I will figure out how S keeps her fingernails so clean! I will, I will!!

Well, I was just taking a brief break. Not use to being on my feet for several hours at a time. I’m skipping out of here to go and complete more addenburg (I’m pretty sure I spelt that wrong) tests!

And to tease T for having his right arm bigger than his left (if you’re familiar with a proctor tests, you’ll know what I’m talking about)!

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