Dream Silently

…and all I loved, I loved alone.

May 31, 2007

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May 30, 2007

Having Thorough Care

So, a couple of months ago I had an eye appointment with, duh, a new doctor. You can go here to check out the business. It seemed like they’d be okay. I mean, well established business, etc, etc.

To put it simply, I wasn’t impressed.

To begin with, I chose to try this new testing procedure where they basically scan your retina like a landsat image. It’s got all the different colors and such. It was actually a pretty cool test and is looking to be a replacement for dilating pupils. However, when it came time for the doctor, it was like pulling teeth to get him to explain anything to me about what I was seeing in the picture.

By the time the appointment was done, he switched me over to a new contact lens, which is actually much better than what I was wearing. However, when he gave me the trial pair he didn’t want me to come back for a checkup appointment. He wanted me to buy the lenses straight out without any follow up to make sure there wouldn’t be a need for adjustment!

I made the admin there schedule me another appointment and told them point blank that I wasn’t spending money on a new brand of contact lenses until I knew they would work for me, no matter how adamant the doctor was about them.

So, when I went back to my follow up appointment, he ended up adjusting my vision to a stronger strength. By the end of that appointment, I tried to subtly get him to admit he’d been wrong about encouraging me not to schedule a follow up appointment (I was actually kind of seeking an apology in my own egotistical way). I made the comment (not these exact words), “Thank goodness I had the ladies at the front schedule me another appointment.” He told me that they always schedule follow up appointments! I kept my mouth shut, but I really wanted to give him a what for.

When I left there with my new contacts, I made up my mind that I wasn’t going back to this place again because I wasn’t satisfied with the doctor. The admin staff on the other hand were wonderful to deal with, but in the long run, when it comes to my eyes, I want thorough care. The doctor is the most important part of that process. This experience made me miss my optometrist that I went to for 3 years up in Fairbanks a whole heck of alot more. She was someone who’d see me in public, stop and chat with me like we were long lost friends.

Okay, so about a month later, I received a phone call from some lady who was basically checking up on how satisfied I was with the care at Total Eye Care. I told her the truth: that I was not satisfied and probably wouldn’t go back. She actually had the audacity to tell me that I was acting mean! I shrugged it off at the time because, well, I gotta life and project deadlines to meet and what one lady says isn’t really going to change my mind any. Seeing as I’m a professional, I expect the same kind of professionalism out of another career field… and I feel that thoroughness is key to that. She also told me that I should call their office and tell them how I felt. Umm, the thought in my head about that was, “He’s been doing this for 20+ years. He’s going to listen to someone just beginning their career about thoroughness and accept being critiqued by a 24 year old?” Yeah, I didn’t bother to call.

I bring this incident up because today I received another phone call from one of the staff members asking about this because there was a note in my file. I told her what happened and my feelings behind it. From what I gathered from our conversation, this has happened with other customers. She sounded desperate to keep my business or at least convince me that I should go back there, but be seen by the other doctor.

By the end of the conversation, I said I would consider it. But, the truth is, I’m not going back there and I think I’ve already found a replacement doctor from talking to a few people with eye issues. And this particular doctor sounds totally like my old doctor in Fairbanks. He sounds like he’s thorough to the point of perfection, which is exactly what I want!

My last thoughts on this? I had Dr. Colon. Had I realized the last name of the doctor I was seeing, I might have skipped the appointment altogether. That’s suppose to be an amusing thought wink

May 27, 2007

Don’t Even

So much has happened in the last two weeks that I don’t even know where to begin. It’s like someone’s taken my life, flipped it, fried it, and is serving it on a decorative platter. Okay, maybe it’s not quite that dramatic. So, I’ll do what I do best… make a list.

1. Joe came and will not be back to the States in the next 11 months. He’ll have 3 months afterwards. 1 month of leave and 2 months for out processing. For those of you who are willing and have the time, send happy thoughts his way. He’s made the promise of not getting blown up and I think good vibes will definitely keep him in the clear.

2. Why did he make that promise? We’re planning on getting married after he gets to Elko. It won’t be immediate, but I am informally engaged… or semi-engaged… or I have no idea how to explain it. When he came he gave me a promise ring that has my birthstone in it. I’ll take pics later. By the time he had to go back, we were talking about wedding plans and he said he has my engagement ring picked out already. Since I have permission to now look at wedding magazines, I’m extending that permission to babbling here in the blog about it. biggrin

Honey, I love you so much too. When you said that to me, it was so hard not to want to break down and cry.

3. I met his parents and threw up on their front lawn. What a wonderful impression. smile Joe gave me the flu and I was sick all the way until the day before I flew back to SLC and drove back to Elko. His parents were nice, his sisters were nice too. The only thing I didn’t care for was the conservativeness. His parents are traditional. I wasn’t allowed to share a room with Joe. If it had been with my parents, that wouldn’t of been a problem. Also, the discussion of my religious beliefs never came up. That’s probably a good thing because I don’t know how I could of told them that I don’t believe in church and therefore couldn’t go with them. I find it dragging on my nerves to always defend what I do believe and what I don’t believe.

That’s why I’ve made the firm decision that no parent from either of our sides of the family will be involved with the wedding planning, especially when it comes to the choice in ceremony that Joe and I will eventually decide on.

4. The other thing I noticed that Joe had tried to explain to me once was that his parents like to tell him how to do things. That’s not even the correct wording. More like treat him like a kid. I didn’t fully understand, but now I do. When I turned 18, I was considered an adult. I didn’t have to answer to my parents. I didn’t have a curfew. I didn’t have to ask for permission to do something. I didn’t have to tell them where I was going or planning. I didn’t have to do things with them or for them or go somewhere because they tell me I have to go. I was free to make my own rational decisions. I was my own person. I was an adult and therefore treated like an adult. This held true when I was staying under their roof between semesters. To be honest, I feel grateful for that now.

5. As soon as I got back, I was off to the field. So much for a break. That’s why it’s taking forever to get this entry done and out. My allergies are driving me crazy and I’m being eaten alive by bugs. My feet are also blistered because I have to hike up and down hills and steep side slopes from test pit to test pit. It’s exhausting with the heat factored in.

6. I’m going hiking tomorrow with one of our Newmont contacts, who’s actually a cool gal. It’ll be us two and then my fellow Russian coworker. It’s going to be a girls day out in the back country biggrin We’re going to be trying to find some cave. I have no idea how successful we’ll be, but, eh, we’ll see.

Anyways, I can’t think of much more to add besides some more house improvement things.

So, I leave you with a latest image and a sweet dreams.

May 23, 2007

Busy

I’m back to being by myself again. The last few days have been hectic.

I just wanted to leave a message and will post something more thorough after work.

May 10, 2007

I could…

…say that this week has pretty much sucked. Except for the fact that Joe is back in the states as of last night and I’ll be seeing him on Saturday. It can’t be soon enough. He says he has a surprise for me. I hope it’s something cool from Afghanistan. He was telling me about all these different things in the marketplace. I almost wish I could be there to see for my own eyes. Minus the fact its a war torn country of course…

Let’s see, Tuesday, I had to break into my house. You would think that now I’m an adult I would outgrow my childhood tendencies… like forgetting my keys. The bottom bedroom window is already cracked. I encouraged it to be more cracked so I could slide the double panes inward and shimmy inside.

Then the drill rig was broke before we’d even began drilling. Heaven forbid anything could go smoothly immediately. At least it was at the beginning of the job and not at the end. But I probably just jinxed myself.

To top things off, heat is radiating in spirals from my left arm. It’s a very bright cherry red. It’s going to be interesting to try and sleep tonight.

Two more days… two more days.

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