Making Faces
I’m experimenting with facial masks. You know, the kind you smear on and let dry. Right now it feels like I have something unnaturally clinging to my face, sucking it dry.
When you’ve had problems with acne for as long as I have, you tend to get a little desperate. I’ve noticed that when I’m stressed, I become a super nova. Ex foliating helps a lot, so I decided I would go up a notch. I’ll share the results when I figure it out. *starts making faces to make sure her cheeks are still there*
Last week sucked. I don’t know what is wrong with me when I go off my BC and onto the placebos. I feel irritable and violent. It scares me actually because I don’t usually have those kind of emotions rolling off me. And they jump around erratically. One moment I’ll be feeling fine, the next I want eat someone for lunch, and then I’m a barrel of tears. I came very close to seeing if I could baseball bat the Colonel’s head off his shoulders one of those times. It felt like (which I’m sure he really wasn’t trying to do on purpose) that he was accusing my testing of being shitty. On top of that, he wants the contractor out of there, but keeps tacking on more items to our “To Do” list. I want to hear his scream of panic when he finally figures out how much he’s paying in Time and Materials (TnM) because that’s what the contractor is doing now and I know its not cheap.
This week may shape up to being better. I scored a hundred on my calc quiz and only messed up fluids a bit. I have to speed things up this week too. I’m promised people I would go boarding with them up in Twin Falls this weekend. Its kind of a last hurrah before spring comes. I’m thinking it’ll be fun and I may come back in pieces because I haven’t boarded in over 3 years :D
Well, that’s it in a jackpot. I gotta go peel crap off my face.
You’re not turning into a serial killer are you? All these new ‘violent’ emotions. Hmmmm, hey what the heck, combine the mask with this and you may get a fancy name in the papers, “Mud masked madman strikes again, giving the victims a smooth facial”. Victim says her skin has never felt softer.
March 11th, 2008 at 10:00 amI was on zoloft before and that made me very emotional and angry all the time. I had to stop taking those “happy” pills.
March 11th, 2008 at 9:43 pmMy skin has been really bad for quite a while. Mostly it is overly oily, but then I scrub and wash it, and then it is very dry. Ah well, what can ya do?
March 13th, 2008 at 5:01 amHave you tried different kinds of BC? Do they all make you feel that way?
Hope you have a great time boarding.
March 14th, 2008 at 11:39 pmRick - You’ve made me feel scared of myself O_O
B.Sheep - When you start messing with chemical balances, you just never know what’ll happen.
Darvin - I didn’t think guys really worried that much about their skin. I hide mine with a light cover of foundation if its bothering me a ton.
Kim - I’ve been on three different types and they all have different symptons. I use to never have any severe PMS until I started taking it.
March 17th, 2008 at 8:19 am