Dream Silently

I’m experimenting with facial masks. You know, the kind you smear on and let dry. Right now it feels like I have something unnaturally clinging to my face, sucking it dry.

When you’ve had problems with acne for as long as I have, you tend to get a little desperate. I’ve noticed that when I’m stressed, I become a super nova. Ex foliating helps a lot, so I decided I would go up a notch. I’ll share the results when I figure it out. *starts making faces to make sure her cheeks are still there*

Last week sucked. I don’t know what is wrong with me when I go off my BC and onto the placebos. I feel irritable and violent. It scares me actually because I don’t usually have those kind of emotions rolling off me. And they jump around erratically. One moment I’ll be feeling fine, the next I want eat someone for lunch, and then I’m a barrel of tears. I came very close to seeing if I could baseball bat the Colonel’s head off his shoulders one of those times. It felt like (which I’m sure he really wasn’t trying to do on purpose) that he was accusing my testing of being shitty. On top of that, he wants the contractor out of there, but keeps tacking on more items to our “To Do” list. I want to hear his scream of panic when he finally figures out how much he’s paying in Time and Materials (TnM) because that’s what the contractor is doing now and I know its not cheap.

This week may shape up to being better. I scored a hundred on my calc quiz and only messed up fluids a bit. I have to speed things up this week too. I’m promised people I would go boarding with them up in Twin Falls this weekend. Its kind of a last hurrah before spring comes. I’m thinking it’ll be fun and I may come back in pieces because I haven’t boarded in over 3 years :D

Well, that’s it in a jackpot. I gotta go peel crap off my face.

If it doesn’t, I’ll make it.

I couldn’t get the proctor extractor top thingy back in place. You have to switch plate pieces because of the different mold sizes. It didn’t fit. I swore it didn’t fit. TS proved me wrong. It was an amusing day, let’s put it that way.

Classes started on monday and I switched my schedule around at work. I’m working from 6 to 3. It is the strangest thing to not be working in the late afternoon. And I’m tired. That’s probably not a surprise. But, I have been studying… go me! And squeezing in a few other activities. Seeing as I’m only 2 days into this, I think I can’t say if this semester is going to be a smooth ride or not yet.

Never mind the brief hyperventilation when I opened the calculus review book. Of course, right now its basics in trig. But to realize you’re rusty… its a scary thought.

So, this weekend I didn’t do much. I went out friday and got trashed. It was a fairly large group of us too. We started out at AL’s place for dinner, went downtown and about doubled our size (a group of like 6 to 12). I paid for it the next day and ended up staying in town, instead of going to Salt Lake like I had originally been planning. I had fun and that’s what matters the most to me. I actually was told, more than once, that I need to come out more often.

I never realized the importance of feeling accepted into a group like that. Wait until they figure out how truly weird I am. hahaha

On a side note, my company’s VP will be here tomorrow and we all have to attend a mandatory staff meeting. I so hope its about the merger.

THE 1990’s
If you’re under the age of 11 or 12…you shouldn’t even read this,
and if you do, you should not repost this.

Just because you were born in ‘97 doesn’t mean you’re a 90’s kid.

It’s not like you could remember the original Simpsons.

I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90’s just wont cut it.

You’re a 90’s kid if:

You remember watching:
-Keenan and Kel
-Doug
-Ren & Stimpy
-Pinky and the Brain
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
-Rockos modern Life.
-Animaniacs
-Gargoyles

You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word “PSYCHE!”

You just cant resist finishing this . . . “Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . .”

You remember:
-Step by Step
-Family Matters
-Dinosaurs
-Boy Meets World

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.

You remember reading “Goosebumps”

You still get the urge to say “NOT” after (almost) every sentence . . . not

When everything was settled by:
-rock paper scissors or
-bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or
-ms. mary mack all dressed in black black black

when kick ball was a daily activity

when we used to obey our parents

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular. We had both :D

You remember The Original Game Boy. Still have mine actually…

You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny.

You remember watching:
-The Magic School Bus
-Wishbone
-Reading Rainbow
-and Ghostwriter on PBS

You remember when Yo-Yos were cool.
You remember those Where’s Waldo books.
You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum.

You remember watching:
-the 1st Batman
-Aladdin
-Ninja Turtles
-ghost busters

You remember Ring Pops.

If you remember when every thing was “da BOMB!”

You remember boom boxes .vs. cd players.

Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them.

You played and/or collected “Pogs” :)

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere.

one word. . . . . . . .trolls.

Windows 95 was the best.

You watched the original cartoons of
-Rugrats
-Wild Thornberry’s
-Power Rangers
-Rocket Power.

All your school supplies were “Lisa Frank” brand.

You collected those Beanie Babies.

Carebears

Lambchop’s song never ended.

Silver dollars, which were cool to have.

Everyone watched the WB.

If you even know what an original walkman is.

You know the Macarena by heart.

“Talk to the hand” . . . enough said

You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace.

You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground.

Before the MySpace frenzy . . .
Before the Internet & text messaging . . .
Before Sidekicks & iPods . . .
Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360 . . .
Before Spongebob . . .
Before Tupac was shot.
When light up sneakers were cool.
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs.
You had slap bracelets!
You Actually played outside until it was dark!

Way back.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear.

Repost this if you remember these days . . . .